24 August 2009

Me

pitter.
patter.

the rain gently fell
she treaded the dim-lit avenue
gravity pulled raindrops gracefully from her umbrella
puddles gave her feet a tingling feeling

suddenly
a sudden rush of blood
a tight arm around her neck
drained every inch of energy within her

hand on the trigger
"give everything to me!"

she gave in

after what seemed to be years
she found herself alone
under the now-heavy rain
raindrops violently disturb her beautiful umbrella
shadows cover her earth
her feet shivers

she didn't
didn't
shed a tear

she walks slowly
her feet heavy on the ground
her pulse is quick
shaking violently
she is almost dying inside

sleepless nights.
brain-wrecks.
negativity.
denial.
hatred.
fear.
numbness.
HOME.

"give everything to Me."

hold back
then
let go

and she never
never
shed a tear

"now, i have every reason

to love

the rain."
____________________
24august09
i might have a reason to be afraid
but i have every reason not to.
i have THE reason not to.
-ara.janelle

No comments: